" Life Up Date... "

it's all most don't.... everything is going to change.. soon or later but it's on the way.... and i guess we can't stop a loco.... i just have to keep it going on....and belive in what i'm capable of... and belive or not.. i can make sure that a ton of things happen...
nothing really certain at the moment but.. waiting for the last email to take all my decision... and fter.. we will see.. i have been sit on my ass way to long.. i have dream , i want success.. and take it for sure succes doesn't show up that easly.. sometime u have to go get him.. it's toke me time to realised that.... and to understant that i also have to be patient.. .. that is may be the hardest part for me.. never mind i will learn if have to.. but i will make it...

i have to admit, i'm fucking scared but if we don't take the change or the risk.. we will do nothing... so i will keep my eyes open.. and iwill run as fast as i can.. cause i want to go high.....

so the whell of life has turn... and now it's my time.... ;)

it's took a long time to show up but when hope or options come.. hummm it's good and sweet....

happy time for ju.. we will see.. but i guess yep......!!!

and has this guy  Didier Van Cauwelaert said  : "Ce qui compte, c'est d'avoir toujours quelque chose à attentdre." peut etre que je suis tjr trop dans l 'expectative, et que je serais un etrenel insatisfait.. but that what make keeping rolling on.....